|just say no...
||[Sep. 2nd, 2009|11:53 pm]
soooo, b/c i have issues saying "no", i am now in the middle of working 7 days in a row. i was supposed to be off this past sunday and monday, and i came in to work monday. likewise, i was supposed to be off this coming sunday and monday, and i got asked to work sunday. guess who said yes.....that's right, ME! b/c i'm a dumb ass. and that makes monday my only day off b4 i work another 5....i am a masochist. i know i have no life, so therefore no real reason to say no to working, but i do need rest, right? although i always have had a habit of over working myself, but i was hoping to get myself into a healthier routine now that i'm done with school and JUST working. but i guess that's all i'll be doing for a long time, is just working, because i can't get a life if i'm always at work or commuting to/from work.
i just want to curl up in a ball in bed, and i wish i had someone to curl up with. i need to be held....